I feel like im falling, falling all the way down a big dark hole that seems to have no end. I fall and fall and then when i finally get hold of something i think i can trust it lets me down and once again im falling. This has been happening lots recently i become sad and miserable and then i talk to someone and they give me that glimmer of hope that i want and then all of a sudden its gone, just like that, disappeared into thin air with nothing but sadness to leave behind.
Its half term so no one has seen me, and whenever i talk to anyone i put on a false face, i become the person everyone thinks i am and wants me to be, but truefully im not that person at all. But if i show my friends this what are they going to think... i don't no what they think, i don't no what anyone thinks not even myself. But what my friends need to understand is that i want to be that person and without them i will wither away into nothingness so i need you all very much, or i become... no one.